Listening to:

The Tension and the Spark – Darren Hayes
05 – Dublin Sky

Senior Ball has come and gone, and that means a couple of things. Well, mostly it means that I’m only a month away from graduation. It seems as if I’ve been yearning to leave for so long, but now that it’s almost time to go, I’m hesitant. After nearly four years, I’ve finally learned to appreciate this city. Maybe it’s springtime and beautiful when I walk along the river on my way home. Or maybe it’s only when the countdown begins that I come to realize all the things I wish I’d done earlier, all the opportunities missed, all the things I’ll never quite have a chance to do.

What is it that they say? You don’t know what you’ve got ’til it’s gone. I suppose at least I’m a little tiny step ahead of that. I don’t know what I have until it’s almost gone, until it’s almost too late. Although, I really don’t know if that’s better or worse.