I’m becoming infinitely talented in the diverse art of procrastination. Each day, I go to lectures thinking, “Maybe I should have done my readings more than 5 minutes ago,” or “The problem set is due in two days, I’ll start tomorrow.” I have yet to purchase any textbooks and I’ve already attended 3 weeks of class. Midterms are slowly creeping up on me, but I haven’t even bothered to jot down the dates from the syllabus. *sigh*

To make myself feel better about my state of mind, I pretended to work the career fair… I pretended for more than two hours, but I just wasn’t in the mood. There are so many people and so much free stuff, but I still felt completely unmotivated to speak to the recruiters. I did hand out a number of copies of my resume, which almost made me feel better, in that half-desperate for a job sort of way. But I don’t know why we’re so obsessed about it anyway. It’s not as if I’ll be graduating this year…

All these pressures. Bleh